God
When I thought of hanging it up over several traumatizing factors not playing victim here I'm a true survivor I went to a non denominational church singing, preaching, and the preaching always had a message for me. I met w a pastor I said I have no supports, no one to run to, I'm all alone, all I've done is helped the entire world and the closest one's to me I would have taken a bullet for left me for dead.
he said Joanna when there is no one to run 2 run 2 God.
I started reading psalms, attending more, watching my vicious tongue, praying. Do I get doubts we all do but there has to be something greater than us for us to be strong survivors and for me to be on here apologizing to anyone I hurt. That's my story it took losing it all to get my faith.