Hi there, so yesterday was my first post as I have also struggled with alcohol for a very long time. I ALSO went on a four day binge, and it really opened my eyes. I am a drunk. I’m a 31 year old woman with a great job, and I was ruining my career. I’ve called in sick for every job I’ve ever had since I was 21 because of a sickness. I have a very addictive personality, and alcohol took ahold of me. I finally joined the sight, and actually posting has made me feel like I’m not alone. Every single person on this site is striving for their health, and finally reclaim their lives. I know I’ve only been sober for two days, but I’m excited to learn about the sober me. Hang in there! Post! Ask for help! We can do this!