The Pheonix
Hello,
This is my first post. I have been reading these forums for years and believe I am ready to be done. I have tried A.A. in the past and was able to get sober for about a month a couple times but then went back to drinking. I went on a four day bender this weekend and have been drinking heavily for 20 years. I have wanted to quit forever and am tired of being a drunk. I believe that all of you give great support and know how it feels to be this sick and ashamed. I went to The Phoenix today. It is a recovery community that heals with exercise and yoga. I am wondering if you all were this scared to take the first step and start a program? I don’t know why I have anxiety but I don’t want to talk myself out of going. I am ready. Any advice or encouragement would be much appreciated. Thank you