I went 18 months without a drink.
Was worse than ever when I started back up. It stole another 19 years of my life.
I suffered from paws it does fade. But can take up to 2 years I read.
I got used to the signs and learned how to ride them out.
Don’t pick up again that’s just insanity.
All the repairs to your mind body and soul will be put into reverse if you do.
5 months is admirable keep going and you’re going to reap the rewards you have worked so hard for.
Best wishes