You could still have AF beer? I did over summer have a couple on a hot summers day. I was missing the taste. It certainly did the trick. There must be a huge market for AF drinks as they are everywhere.
I am almost 5 months so we have pretty much same amount of sober time. However, I have no desire to go back to what I so desperately wanted to get away from. The total mess I had created. It seems you were also in a similar place. Why would you now "risk" what you have achieved and are achieving. There is not one single person on this site that have been able to moderate. A "normal drinker" does not have to plan when or how much they drink. They drink when they feel like it. It could be sitting on a glass of wine for hours at dinner or not have a drink for weeks. My mind would start obsessing about it after I got a taste for it again. But then again we are all different.
Well done on 5 months, here is to another 5 and more to come!! Go us.