Hi Blake -
sorry to hear you're still suffering . Did you read the PAWs link from previous threads - there are some good suggestions there for mitigating PAWs effects
Have you seen a Dr since you last thread?
I never drank again after my last time, but I know people here who did - and they said - with one voice - drinking again put them back to square one.
why would you want to drink again when you've suffered for 5 months since your last one?
Don't you think that desire, against all reason, might just be indicative of a problem?
D