Thanks, I hear you guys. Honestly, the thought of giving up entirely scares me. I feel soo bored and boring as a person. I am a boring person, and I dont like it when it comes to social occasions. I don't doubt some of you may have also felt this. It sucks, where I live there arent any local A.A type setups and the ones available are during working hours. Alcohol councelling costs here are beyond my pay bracket. I feel I would do better in a group as well, having peer support and people I can relate to and experience the journey with. I know there is always a way to achieve anything. I am just scared and I need to find that path.