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Old 03-12-2019, 06:59 PM
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Windytown
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still craving for sure- but still as a low background thing. not an all day every day thing. Still have this thought like oh can smoke some time and it will be occasional I can handle it kind of thoughts. But have a more stronger thought of I want to stay free of it. so it is not so much a strong craving as a more subtle "come back to me some day" kind of voice.
But I have so much else going on in my life with things I am working on that are also things I am working towards- with my health and wellness and fitness and such- that I think I can use those to keep me motivated away from the pot- but I don't think I will never smoke pot again. I cant even think like that. I still recognize how entrapped it has had me and that is the main thing keeping me away from it.
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