Maui2018 - I can totally relate - I've been in a similar boat with my alcoholic voice talking to me, jabbering in my ear about "go get a drink, who cares about 2-3 glasses of wine for tonight, won't it be nice" blah blah blah.
I'm trying to find ways to shut out that voice too. Can't say I've found the answers but I certainly keep trying. And I figure as long as I'm trying I'm making progress....
And yes, it is a struggle every day for me.
I look forward to seeing other posts and comments.