You know, my heart breaks for you, BUT it's time now. You have to take responsibility,stand up an fight HC, your right no-ones coming to save you or me or them. Don't you think we've all been where you are, we are living proof that you can do it, yes I'm early days. You can be too. Just give yourself a chance man, or your going to die. That's the bottom line mate.
Wishing you love,strength and hope HC
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