My plan is not to drink again. I’m not bargaining that if I feel I have recovered that I can then drink. I know, as with cigarettes, if I smoke, I will be right back in hell where I started.
I am disappointed that I had been saving (from myself!!!) 2 special bottles of champagne all year!! from our wedding for our anniversary which is next week. They’ll make special gifts for someone else. I hope someone gets married soon so I stop thinking about them.