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Old 02-21-2019, 03:56 PM
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Sohard
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Last year

This time last year I was coming up on 4 months of the new non-drinking me. I felt it was time then to see if maybe I could be a drinker, I made the biggest mistake of my life and had some drinks. Needless to say, it’s been a full year and on and off every couple days. Never feeling as bad as I did when I was drinking every night, but never feeling good bc it’s always on my mind. And making horrible, horrible mistakes. I know I can quit. I’ve done it before. And I quit smoking. I never thought of myself in recovery of smoking. I was just no longer a smoker. For some reason, though, I just can’t grab whatever I need to grab onto mentally to quit. I don’t know how and I want to. I just want to be quit and have it be over with. I want to feel like I did after those four months. I can’t believe I took them for granted. Anyway. I had to get a new password on here because it’s been so long since I’ve visited. Just voicing my thoughts.
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