I think what Dee is saying Polaroid is he remembers being in the exact same shoes you are wearing, as we all do. We have all been where you are and I know for me the amount of drama that was in my life at the time was way to much for me. No-one is saying they are better than you or we have such wonderful lives, we just want you to know we understand exactly how you are feeling.
Don't promise us, promise yourself, do it for yourself as you deserve a sober drama free life and it can happen and will happen for you if you put the work into your recovery. x