Originally Posted by
ReadyAtLast 
No one can make you drink again apart from you. You decide whether you drink again. Yes you're angry, annoyed, resentful etc but drinking AT other people isn't hurting them, just you.
Like all alcoholics, I have an excuse.
I know it is stupid. I know I'm dumb.
Better to feel pissed off than feeling this anxiety I am struggling with....
I am sorry you all...