Just replying to yet another older post.
I do not know if you succeeded in developing a refreshing new mind set since your initial post concerning this matter however, I found your post very interesting and worthy of yet another reply, even at this rather late stage.
You will be aware... but never-the-less just a reminder, that at times, especially as we look towards God for perhaps, new understanding\s, help in becoming closer to Him, more spiritual guidance etc, Satan can\will be at his most active in his devious cunning attempts at knocking any of us off course and placing doubt etc in our mind at every opportunity
He does not want us looking towards God for instruction\help\guidance, in fact he will do anything in his power to discourage. He delights himself with his devious cunning ways, Agreed?
IF that is\was the problem, we have a Get-Out clause......Get You Behind Me Satan.
I had concern in my own mind this past week but,
then I remembered "Get You Behind Me Satan"
of the written word may, on occasion, be unable to determine the attitude adopted by the writer
of the written word.
On those occasions, adoptive positivity very often calms the undecided mind.