The longer I'm on SR the more I see that addiction manifests itself in a variety of ways.
I had ten years like yours and other ten years of crash and burn beyond that so I have no doubts what I am and never have since I found SR - I think, for me in a way thats one of those strange blessings.
Whatever kind of alcoholic you are, I'm just glad that you've embraced sobriety and you'll never drink again Lautca
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