It's like a hungry lion. When you quit feeding it it gets angry and fierce. Everyday it doesn't get fed it will get weaker and weaker, not so much at first. I too had a rough time of it, tells a lot about the drug itself how it wants you to be dependent on it. I was daily smoker for over 30 years and thought I wouldn't or couldn't have inspired thinking or actions without it. It was all a big lie. What it did was make me lazy and far away from reality. I loved to play guitar stoned, thought I was good, not so much. My playing has improved so much since I quit over a year ago. When I think about getting stoned now (very seldom) it has not attraction. When I got a strong urge when quitting, I would focus on the negative effects and then follow that by positive things that would come from quitting. This is an awesome site, keep coming back and good luck, I know you can do this!