tuesday
well tuesday is it. The day I go away on my own in a hotel room for 3 days.
I am having a hard time separating this apprehension i feel from the AV. I dont drink anymore. So why wont the AV just shut up and take that answer? Yes I know the first beer would be nice, but the days, weeks, month and years after when I listen to it talking me into more life destroying would be hell.
Anywho. It cant make me drink. I just wish I could make it shut up.