Hey Mizz, so what happens at a year? That was a surprisingly turbulent milestone for me.. I think it had to do with unmet expectations and realizing the magnitude of the changes that still needed to occur.
I'm not a fan of indoctrinating programs or authority either. Just of freedom and being in control of my own life again. Contrary to being powerless I think sobriety is the most empowering thing I've ever done for myself..