Your story sounds a lot like mine!! I have almost 9 months behind me and went from a binge drinker to a few nights a week drinking to excess in my last year and a half, I hit it hard!! I was starting to feel unwell most of the time and was sure I was slowly killing myself! At 35, I quit FOR GOOD!! You are still young and it’s amazing how your body can heal once the poisoning stops!! Stick with it, “one day at a time”, and now that every day, every hour, every minute, your mind and body are healing!! I still have rough days and some paws symptoms from time to time, but man it feels great to wake up sober and hangover free every day. You will NEVER regret this decision to get sober!! Please stay with us and stay strong!! You can do this!!