Lost my mom suddenly 2 months ago mate. It's been hard for me because I hadn't seen her in 2 years. First really close family member to die. Have nightmares about her dying alone in the night in palliative care. She fell in coma and I was too far away to make it. She passed out in coma and died within hours. Passed out in coma. She was riddled with cancer and no one knew.
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