Dee and Dutchman, thanks so much for the support and encouraging words!!!
I keep telling myself that the thought of smoking is definitely more enticing than actually doing it! And remembering how pleased I was before, when I had money to use or save that I'd never have had it gone towards weed. Remembering how, when I am actively smoking, the feeling of desperation and depression when I run out (or even am about to run out) is so not worth it!
I'm glad to be back here on this forum
It truly helps!