A warm welcome to you, it's a good thing you came to this site!
I think it is no miracle that your resolve has been a little shaky lately. A lot of stuff has been happening and the two-to-three-month-mark has proven to be a difficult time in general, at last it has been for me on every single quitting attempt (if I even made it that far).
It's easy for me to say: just pull through. But I know it can be hard. Just know that the romantic thought of smoking is probably way nicer than the smoking itself. You will probably feel guilty after relapsing. I didn't feel very happy when I did. It may silence the AV for a moment, but it will bring a whole world of different problems and negative thoughts. It's just not worth it, and the longer you will stay off it, the easier it gets.
Hope you can stay strong and looking forward to your next update!