hey PP
I asked cos why we drank again is something to look at when you're revising a recovery plan.
No one likes dwelling on mistakes but I think it's important.
I know for a fact I can't over indulge and get carried away at Xmas or any other time, no matter what the rest of the world does.
It was a hard lesson, and it took several times before I accepted it and it 'stuck', but it stands me in good stead now.
If you've accepted that you'll never drink again no matter what, or how much time goes by, so much the better
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