You can so do it Billie Jean!!!!
Make your big plan (or look into something else to help) and stick to it.
I had a chuckle when I re read my post and read yours.
Me:
So I bought a pack and decided that I would just smoke 2 and give the rest to my boss who is a smoker... well that worked out well.
you
They gave me the what's what about how they feel about me smoking again.... now I've been leaving them at work.
This is exactly like drinking addiction. Thinking that one can just have a couple, hiding bottles from family...
Well, you've shut down the alcohol AV for good and I know that you can totally do the same with the cigarette AV. At 10 bucks a pack, if the beast want to smoke IT can get a job and pay for it.....oops the beast can't get a job because it's useless and can't do anything unless the AV tells you into doing it. You have control of your body and of picking up a smoke tomorrow at work or throwing the pack in the trash...
Anyway, happy new year
hugs