Originally Posted by
Glenjo99 
I feel such an idiot. Despite all the advice in here, I thought he might be different. But he's a lying hurtful mean abusive addict. When I confronted him and got angry he laughed at me getting annoyed. I feel like I didn't know him at all. I only saw what I wanted. He doesn't care about me at all.
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Most of us have been there Glenjo. We humans tend to be experiential learners so just hearing/reading something doesn't really process the way an experience does.
Unfortunately this guy may very well circle back to you when he runs out of other options. As he has experienced you taking him back, he will think he can do it again. I do hope he wanders off in some other direction but he may well try to contact you again.
So sorry your New Years Resolution seems to have been thrust in your face in a painful way . . .ugh.
Please be as kind to yourself as you can through these next days, weeks and months. What your are going through is no joke.
