I let the volunteer group I have been treasurer of for awhile know that I would no longer be able to serve in the new year. This was a step for me and for my needs but i feel SO guilty....why?
I said yes to my husband playing hockey 9pm to 10:30pm on Thursday night this past week, but why did I lay in bed weeping thinking he was attracted to one of the multiple women that play on that team?
Why do I feel so insecure in a 21 year marriage? Why is my self esteem so ******* low? What do I do to fix all of these problems that plaque me through out my life??
Feeling lost, unloved and unimportant in my life tonight....like I'm not enough for any one or any thing.
