I have expressed my feelings times many to my AH...he knows l am on meds now due to his drinking...he knows l have broken down at work...he knows how worried it has made me. But there is no sign of him stopping. In fact before l left on Friday (to come away with friends for the weekend) he went and bought himself a litre bottle on brandy and put it in full view in the cupboard.
So...l realise now...l am helpless, he will do what he wants to do NO MATTER WHAT.