Originally Posted by
DShe 
My anxiety has lessened tremendously the more planning I have done.
So glad to hear this. Yes, making a plan, taking small steps, helps. I'm so glad it is making you feel like you are on more solid footing (which you are!).
You are certainly not powerless here, look how much you have accomplished in such a short time.
Could you perhaps choose one friend to rely on? Your closest most trusted friend? Or maybe two, the ones that truly "get it".
Of course you always have SR, don't hesitate to post as much as you need to. Ask questions if you feel like it, many here have been in your same position. If you need support or just want to vent.
Not sure if you were able to call DV yet? There are counsellors there to talk to as well and good support they can put you in touch with. They may also have suggestions for you that you haven't thought of.