Originally Posted by
Meadow123 
I wonder if I will feel happy again.... so heartbroken. thank you all for the kind words.
You will. He is just a blip in the relationships you have. Believe that.
He may be drunk but that is no excuse for him to text or call you to insult you. You deserve to be treated well don't you?
There are millions of people in the world, millions of potential partners for you (if that is what you are looking for) and there are millions of great people who will treat you with the respect and kindness you and your child deserve.
Why would you settle for this?
He obviously has a BIG problem. If you do meet with him today he will probably be full of apologies, I'm sure he apologizes all over the place, does that help? No, it doesn't change anything.
Please keep posting, let us know how you are doing.