Thank you so much for your reply. It feels refreshing to be around people who truly understand. I keep wondering if I’m crazy-if I should just try to deal with this as everyone has problems sober or not. I tell myself at least it’s not infidelity a gambling problem, crack ect ect...it’s just drinking too much and acting out and using words as weapons. I realize this isn’t right and I deserve more, I go back and forth.