Does She? Scared to stay scarier to leave
I have not posted in quite awhile, but have been checking in by reading different forums off and on since I first originally posted. I have finally faced that I have hit my own rock bottom. No huge earth shattering chaos but just the more of the same. I have waited until he was back on his feet health wise and wanted to hold out until some perfect scenario but what I am asking for is a new alcohol induced drama by staying. I read about the new chaos and drama that could happen when I do fly the coop and honestly F.E.A.R. is holding me back. Please, need all the words of wisdom I can get: