Originally Posted by
Dee74 
I'm wishing the best for you and your son - having a loving supportive parent is a great thing to have in your corner
The AV, Beast, call it what you like, is such a vile disgusting and debased creature that it will use anything to get you to drink again - even the fears you have for your son.
It doesn't care that you drinking will make things worse.
It could not care less.
Continue to fight it - you're doing doing great
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Thanks Dee. I agree the best thing I can give my son is love and support and the best way I can do that is sober and present. My parents were not present for me and my siblings so I know my situation now raising my son and being in a healthy marriage is already giving him a better environment and chance to grow.
I’ll keep fighting this and I know I will get stronger.