Hi JHM, You are not foolish posting on this site. This is a very supportive community and we can support you. But it sounds like the level of drinking you’ve been doing, you may need more. Maybe detox? The stomach issues you are having may be related to the alcohol and/or another medical condition. Regardless of your insurance situation, consider seeking medical help soon. You can always bounce back with finances. I’m not a doctor but personally I’d go to ER then evaluate long term options for sobriety from there. You are so young. If you stop now, you may be able to reverse any damage caused by heavy alcohol abuse. It gets worse if you continue though.