I’ve lost two jobs due to my alcoholism and had other binge induced absences that could have led to a similar fate. If I pick up on a Sunday I have no control of the outcome once drunk, I could easily miss a whole week of work. Of course my AV wants me to forget that part of my past. I’m back fully employed and enjoying it. Whatever your fate, you can rebuild and exceed your expectations by staying sober. Good luck with it.