I'm a few hours away from going into a "meeting" where they will be a table of mixers and drinks and such. People there will assume and likely try handing me my old favorite drink when I walk in. I'm going to turn it down. I've already made up my mind.
I'm only three days (middle of 4th day now) in this and still feeling mild withdrawals, but in a strange way, I also feel good and different and I'd like to continue that direction to see what it about. I've noticed things about myself the past 24 hours I was likely numbing or drowning with alcohol. I'm still not stable or right physically, but feeling good. I managed to suck it up through another workout this morning and my mind feels clear. Or clearer, like a part of it is turning back on. I still feel a bit anxious at times, but I can maybe begin to see the beginnings of my body resetting and I like. I will not drink tonight. No matter what!