Not me. Once I start drinking I'll go until I'm loaded. I can't moderate. What is the point? One drink just lights the fire. Then it's off to the races. I know what you mean about liking drinking. How can an alcoholic not like the buzz? But I can't control myself. I am hyper sensitive about drinking in public anymore. I am terrified of a DUI. So I drank alone until I passed out. Some life, huh? That's why I don't drink. Give sobriety a try and see if it works for you. I don't see going on benders is positive. Good luck to you.