Congratulations ! Awesome news
‘Forever’ and ‘Never again’ scare the crap out of and **** off my Beast to no end , and my AV tries to make it seem like the real Me is scared or pissed about getting out from under the hellish slavish shackles of addition.
I prefer to push and revel in the notions of never and forever and then focus on and sense the Beast’s fear and irritation , realize it isn’t mine and smile
I’m free , how on earth can that make me anxious or disappointed?
Again , congratulations, let yourself enjoy your freedom, you deserve it