Hi Freshstart - I'm so glad you're here.
I was in the same situation when I found SR. My world had become so small...it was down to work & thinking about when my next drink would be. The fun that it once had been was long gone - it was all about maintenance & keeping enough in my system so I didn't shake. I was drinking in the morning so I wouldn't be sick at work. Classy.
I stayed close to SR in the early days of getting sober. I was shaky & miserable - but I knew things would have to get better. Knowing we're not alone on our journey makes all the difference.