Free- I use to relate my drinking to weather and things I did. Especially, Fall is such a nice weather and I always drank....I try to avoid everything during initial days...If I feel i am feeling that it's nice weather and reminds me of drink....I go in shut the door and just pretend to be a shitttty weather and watch TV. I know I am missing all the good parts...But I am trying to build my immunity...I know one day I can just enjoy everything without my dark brain thinking about drinking...
Hang in there you will do just fine....Stay strong...