There are AA meetings here somewhere. I've got to look again at the times. To right my ship today? Took every ounce to sweep the floor and make a green smoothie, but did it. Going to the gym to try for an hr on the treadmill. No alcohol. Try and not think of all the interviewing I will have to go thru soon. I just did it 6 times in 5 years and lost every job. Can that be trying to balance it out? What else is there but this silence that sometimes can be miserably empty and makes things difficult to do. -- Just read this and again, ridiculous that I added in a negative to all of it. Losing a job plus alcohol withdrawals. Yay.