I don’t miss the groggy morning
I don’t miss the bloated stomach after binge eating while binge drinking
I don’t miss frantically hitting the gym to work off said binge - now I just workout to feel stronger
I don’t miss hiding my booze, my empties, how much I was drinking
I don’t miss the shame of drinking which my kid in the backseat
I don’t miss the judgement always in my boyfriend and family’s eyes.
I don’t miss hating myself because I felt powerless
I don’t miss the endless trips to the store when I’d “just bought a case”