Thank You
Thank you everyone for your replies. It’s nice hearing from others who have learned to cope also with this. That being said, I still feel very lonely and punished. I’m really worried that this feeling is going to push me back into thinking I could have 2 or 3 drinks-then get withdrawal just from that. I hate that my brain has been kindled like this, and what’s worse is that it will be like this for the rest of my life.
I drank in order to feel a part of things. Now I feel distant from friends, and the loving connections that I missed out on during that trip.