The people here have been a tremendous help in keeping me alive for this long and I sincerely appreciate it. You have helped me more than you know to help me to keep my head above water. I couldn't of done it without your support
As you said above John, this site and the people on it have if anything helped you in some sort of way, kept you going, encouraged you and supported you. Don't give up now... Keep going.... Stick with SR and do what you need to do on the other end. I don't know your situation about your childhood but I can relate to the childhood abuse, I needed (and still need) outside help with it but I still come on here as people can relate and understand how I'm feeling. Don't throw in the towel on SR.
I wish you the best and encourage you to keep in touch on SR.