So you creeped his social media.
And you learned from it.
Touch the fire, it’s going to burn EVERY time.
Here you are still searching for answers. Searching for validation, searching for something that says I matter/I mattered to you.
It’s wishful thinking hoping his social media status is intended for you. And sometimes it’s this wishful type thinking that keeps us stuck in a painful rut.
Fact of the matter, The alcoholic is trolling for his next enabler.
The active alcoholic loves booze, Booze only, unable to truly love others, unable to be a committed partner, unable to love and respect themselves.
People come into our lives sometimes to be an example and sometimes to be a horrible warning,
Acknowledge the life lesson, and keep pushing forward.