I’m coming off a 3-day bender. Total blackout. I have no idea what I’ve been doing since Monday morning... Please help. I just want to know that it’s possible to stop this madness... I can’t take it anymore. I really think it’s better to die than to ‘live’ like this. I’m so sick now, I can’t stop shaking.
I know whatever I’ve been doing so far for my recovery is not working. I’m in hell... I need to know there’s hope.