Originally Posted by
whopper No I am not drinking now but wish I had something to drink right now so I don't have to feel ashamed and stupid. It made my mother cry. I feel so bad that I am afraid of even logging back in to try and remove what I wrote.
Best to try and not drink, you know that ultimately it will just make you feel worse.
I don't do facebook myself, I think it's a monster. Try not to be afraid about going on there to delete things, you should feel better after doing so. Or permanently delete it and be done with it.
I've made my mother cry more times than I'd like to remember but we get on just fine even after all that . The dust will settle.
As for being normal, who wants to be normal ?!!!