Went back to drinking, need help
Thought I could handle it. Wrote stuff on FB and my relative informed my mother about it. Tried to remove what I said but can't, it's locked me out somehow. I am sure of what I wrote, but I don't think it was that bad. I didn't write about suicide but it showed me a post I deleted in the past about that. How can I be a normal person? I just don't know how to be normal. I don't know how my parents can tell me that I should be happy by being alone all the time while everyone else lives life.