Well done Rover. It’s not often that you hear folks bemoaning their decision to get sober!
Keep going and figure out a plan for long-term sobriety. At some stage you might start thinking that you will now be able to moderate, and although I can’t say whether or not you’ll succeed, the combined experience on this site suggests that it is near impossible for virtually all of us.
If you enjoy being sober you should find that you really don’t miss alcohol at all, so why risk it? Just my thoughts for the stage where you’re at, based on my own experience, that might or might not apply to your situation.