I was struggling hard 4 days ago. I too let my liquor run out, but I knew I had to get sober. So when it was gone I stopped, didn't buy anymore and it was hard the first couple days. I knew that if I had a drink, the pain would go away, but I also knew that if I had a drink, it would lead to one more, then one more, then one more... Then I'd be fighting the pains all over again. I am not willing to do that. I had to think about what was more important, the booze or my life, my family, my job.. You CAN do this!!